Sitting here at school, thinking about stuff. Mostly you....things running through my head: doubts, hopes, pictures, stories.
I wish I could tell you everything I want to, but I'm afraid. Afraid you might think I'm pushy, that I'm demanding; and I just don't want to lose you, because I like you. But you probably already figured that.
I'm not really sure what to do now, do I do it my way and risk it all or do I let things run it's course and see where it ends? Only one person has the answer to that and that's you. Then again, you probably won't even read this.
Had 3 hours of sleep last night and had to be up at 6, my mind's slightly cloudy but nevertheless pretty clear on some things: fighting spirit and zeal! Too many times have I backed out, given up, walked away and hung my head. I don't want to anymore, I cannot anymore. Fight for you is what I'll do, to my dying breath.
Why? Because you're worth it and ... because I'm worth it too.
Sav.
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i say go with the flow, dont be pushy but yet dont be to laid back either.
ReplyDelete*hugs* Thanks for the advice :D
ReplyDeleteA Jedi must have the deepest commitment, the most serious mind. This one a long time have I watched. All his life has he looked away... to the future, to the horizon. Never his mind on where he was.
ReplyDelete*nods serenely* Understood
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