As I'm sitting here, I find my head eerily calm. There is nothing running around in there at the moment, a far cry from say... an hour ago. I know what it is that haunts me, I know why and how as well. But there is no way out. No way that will end in anything remotely good.
Doors 1, 2 and 3 lie before me. Door 1 leads down the familiar hallways, the eternal loop, the same old thing. Door 2 leads to heartbreak, a double dose. Maybe something worse as well, I don't know. I don't want to take that door if I can help it.
Door 3 leads to the End. The End of all Ends, the blackest black. A road that would hurt everyone but me, a road who's door I had nearly opened once but decided against taking then. It's the easiest one to take, considering.
But the calm in my head says I shouldn't. Because recently, someone told me about hope and that there's always some left somewhere. Always someone out there who loves you and believes in you. That thought is the only thing keeping me here right now.
Door 1 and 2 are bad places too, they will take me down roads that slash at my knees and rip at my clothes until I am a bloody mess. One of them will lead me out of that cursed forest, battered, beaten, scarred..but not broken.
Which one is it? I hope it comes to me before the gale inside my head starts picking up again, making all into a cacophony of howls and screeches.
It is 4.30am, I am....alone.
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You've taken Door 1 far to many times, stuck in your routine, in your "loop", eventually you'll end up in the same position as you are now. You should only pick Door 3 if you are the only person you care about...thus making you selfish...but you're not that kind of guy. From what I read on your blog...you opened Door 2 to avoid Door 1, each time you did..your heart shattered..piece by piece..but you got up each time (or so it seems anyway). So in the end...whichever Door you take...everyone's going to get hurt...so the only way out (to not hurt anyone) is the walls around you..in other words: make your own way out.
ReplyDelete-Ozzy, a person you don't know, but we have more in common than you'd expect.
Thank you, for reading and replying Ozzy. I ended up doing exactly that, taking the best way out for everyone involved.
ReplyDeleteNow it's important to not find myself in that situation of choosing a way out anymore.
Easier said than done mate...
ReplyDeleteI like this Ozzy chap (or chapette). And you'll be needing keys before you choose more doors.. those of which I have hidden throughout various archaeological sites in Azeroth ;).
ReplyDeleteIf you hid any in Troll ruins, I will be most pleased!
ReplyDeleteUldum... Somewhere.. I think.
ReplyDelete@Lu: I'm a chap al right..I even double checked just to be sure.
ReplyDeleteIn a world like this... lock picking skills come in handy.
Ozzy, this might seem a bit straightforward, but I do indeed think we have something in common. If you are who I think you are, message me on Facebook!
ReplyDeleteSorry mate but you're confusing me with someone else, I don't have your facebook :P.
ReplyDeleteBut you are right, we have something in common (actually more than you'd think).
Okay then, one last question! Are you initials BB? If so, I'll message you. If not, then I am indeed confused and I apologise!
ReplyDeleteFunny enough...my initials are BB...I just hope you got the right person :D
ReplyDeleteAlright then, I will see if I am right. Will send the person I think you are a message on Facebook. If there is nothing between now and say...8pm tonight, I will once again offer my apologies.
ReplyDeleteSav.